No I don't breakeven
I've been sick since last Tuesday and let me tell you; it sucks. I think it's the flu. I've had all the symptoms in the book; fever, cough, headache, soar throut, stomachache, flem, vomit. I know it sounds disgusting, but it's the reality of it, I'm just trying to be honest. When I feel like shit (those moments I have all the symptoms at once) I really don't care about things like homeworks or getting fit for beach 2012. I just want to get well as soon as possible.
The most irritating thing is that I get so emotional when I get sick. So it's harder for me to shake things off, things that make me feel sad.
Somtimes I wonder if the world is divided into two categories; givers and takers. In that case, I'd be a giver. I feel like I give a lot, but I recieve...less than half. I might seem a bit...full of myself or something but that's how I feel. I am not full of myself. When I love somebody, often a friend, I want that friend to know how much he/she means to me. But as I said, I don't get much in return.
I've recently ended three friendships, more or less. Friendships that I've valued. But since those friends didn't value me, I couldn't be friends with them anymore. They were takers. And I'm fed up with them. I've also noticed that takers are very self-centered. I've tried for a long time to get some of those persons back in my life but...I've realized that it's time to let them go.
"I need a new crowd"
The most irritating thing is that I get so emotional when I get sick. So it's harder for me to shake things off, things that make me feel sad.
Somtimes I wonder if the world is divided into two categories; givers and takers. In that case, I'd be a giver. I feel like I give a lot, but I recieve...less than half. I might seem a bit...full of myself or something but that's how I feel. I am not full of myself. When I love somebody, often a friend, I want that friend to know how much he/she means to me. But as I said, I don't get much in return.
I've recently ended three friendships, more or less. Friendships that I've valued. But since those friends didn't value me, I couldn't be friends with them anymore. They were takers. And I'm fed up with them. I've also noticed that takers are very self-centered. I've tried for a long time to get some of those persons back in my life but...I've realized that it's time to let them go.
"I need a new crowd"
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